I hope you know who you are…

I’ve been very busy… reading my friend’s posts on her tumblr.. :) And then I felt so sad… for her? I’m not sure… It’s just that i know deep inside her, behind the laugh and smile on her face, i can see and feel it, though we’re not always together, that until now, she’s in pain. I feel bad because I was not able to be with her during the days when she’s down. I was able to witnessed how happy and in love they were with each other and now that everything’s ended, i know how painful it was/is for her. I know how hard it was/is to look forward when all that she’d ever wanted was in the past. I know how painful it was/is for her whenever memories kept/keep on entering her mind.

Though months past, I know there are times that she can’t help but cry. She misses him, I know. She wants to hug him, just like before. But she can’t. And she should not. She can think of him. But she can’t do that without hurting herself.

I know I have to cheer her up. I know I have to say beautiful things. I know I have to get rid of the “emo” lines. But I don’t know what happened after reading her blog. Honestly, my heart is silently crying now while I’m creating this post.

I just want her to know that I’m always here for her. And that I love her no matter what. I hope I can find time to make it up to her over a cup of coffee. I hope a shot or two of badtrip and squeeze me will take all her sorrow even for just a while. 

Hey! Happy Valentine’s Day to you. Don’t be sad. It’s not only for lovers. It’s for all of the people who know how to love. You love me right? and I love you too girl…